Jazzy Goings On

Its funny how its the little things in life that shape who we are as human beings. One little decision each day can decide whether you are popular, an outsider or undistinguishable from a crowd. But its one choice that can make you happy. I chose to not stereotype people. Everyone is a person. So lets treat them that way :) This is just my way of expressing everything :) Might upload lyrics of a few songs as i write them :) Who knows :D

That feeling of ‘WHAT THE FUCK’ when people you haven’t talked to in months for a reason text you :L 

Thesian

poemsfallfrommycursedlips:

We sat, fading away
as the world wore on
grinding down mountains
slowly over time
as we dissipated
atoms flitting away
and we were rebuilt
by Thesian maritime blueprints
seemingly the same
but most definitely different.

(Source: mechanistdreams)

‘I wonder do the stars shine with purpose

or just burn without a hope

Do the trees that sway in the summer breeze

get bothered by the tire on the rope. 

Does a baby know its mother

from the minute it is born.

And does the squirrel eating nuts

like the taste of his acorn.

Does a mother truly love

the foetus in her womb.

And will my heart skip a beat

when my future love walks in the room?

I dream not of the movies

or the television shows

But of these wonders of the world

that my heart aches to know.’ 



Wrote this when I was thirteen and stumbled across it earlier today. Even then I’ll admit. i was weird! 

Peace out folks ♥ 

Hammer falls ♫♥

What was once cannot be again

Bitter words spat through his gritted teeth, but he must refrain

For its unlikely to do any good

He will not hurt her, He never could 

At last the final hammer blow fell,

Upon this coffin, the final nail.

Bitter regrets and sweet nothings

Lost in the past for good it seems

Purged his mind, his soul is clean.



First time on here in months and this  was in my drafts…. God how my outlook is changing. If you want something, never give up. If you miss someone, tell them. If you love someone who has changed, then love who they used to be. But most importantly, if like me you hate the person you used to be, then remember every day. it will give you the strength and motivation to be all that you can. Peace out folks ♥ 

Pretty strange.

Well last night was a pretty good night that turned pretty weird :/ Finding out what people really think of me, then holding my friend stacey as she cried about things. Then it got weird. Never am i drinking beer on that level again :L 

Peace out folks ♥

Top That.

Well, today has been…. fun, for want of a better word. Went to the hospital and found out my condition on my heart is clearing up extremely well. When i say clearing up i simply mean its becoming manageable, however, my Chronic oesophagitus is requiring specialist attention. Managed again to Stick to my Diet and exercise plan, which is making me feel phenomenal. i am however worried about my birthday celebrations. I will not survive this. 

Peace Out ♥